weird mood of stalking

If I still look at the picture of my EX, it means I STILL LOVE HIM BADLY... IT LOOKS LIKE TILL NOW, NO ONE LITERALLY ACHIEVED TO MAKE ME FORGET HIM... I PLAYED GAMES AND GAMES... THE OUTCOME IS I LOVE HIM ALWAYS... I GUESS IT IS THE TIME TO STOP GAMES AND REDEEM MYSELF... AT LEAST, BY PRAYING FOR MY EX, I CAN BE FORGIVEN... I NEVER EVEN LIKED ANOTHERONE EXCEPT HIM... THEY ALWAYS SAID I SHOULD MOVE ON FROM MY EX. THEY ALWAYS COULD NOT ACCEPT MY EX STORY... IF A PERSON LOVES ME, HE SHOULD LOVE MY EX FIRST...

BY THE WAY, HIS PICTURE NEVER CHANGES... LOOOOOOOOOOL... I DOUBT THAT HE IS ALIVE... HE NEVER FINDS A GF... LOOOOOOOOOOOL... WHY IS HE LIKE THAT? HE IS YOUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AND HE IS A MAN... MAYBE, HE IS GAY... I AM A LESBIAN.. I BELIEVE THAT HE CAN BE A GAY. CAN WE STILL HAVE A CHANCE? LOOOOOOOOOL...

THIS BEING 35 YEARS OLD CRISIS SUCKS... IT IS WORSE THAN BEING AT THE AGE OF 30. I WILL GET OVER THIS SHIT... I GET OBSESSED WITH EX SO MUCH, FOR GOD'S SAKE HE NEVER SAYS A WORD TO ME...

I WILL ALWAYS STALK HIM... HE KNOWS THAT I STALK AND HE DOES NOT BLOCK ME... HE USED TO BLOCK ME... THAT IS VERY VERY WEIRD... EVERYDAY I STALK AND THEN I MESSAGE HIM RANDOMLY AND I CHECK HIM OUT. HE SHOULD HAVE BLOCKED ME LONG AGO...

IF I WRITE TO HIM NORMALLY, HE NEVER RESPONDS TOO... THUS, I WRITE TO HIM IN AN ANNOYING WAY... I CALLED HIS MOTHER A MILF BEFORE... I OFFERED HIM A THREESOME FUCK... OMG, I AM A BAD GIRL...

ANYWAY, I HAVE A LOT TO STALK... IF HE THINKS THAT HE IS THE ONLY ONE, HE IS DELUSIONAL... I DO NOT STALK ONLY EX, I HAVE A LONG LIST TO CURSE... ALL ARE THE BITCHES I HATE...

THE BRAZILIAN BOY IS STILL WITH HIS GF... THEY DID NOT BREAK UP, LOOOOOOOOOOOL... I GUESS THEY WILL NOT BREAK UP... I GET SOOOOOO JEALOUS OF BRAZILIAN GUY... I COULD BE HIS GF, IT TURNED OUT HELL WITH HIM. WHEN IT COMES TO BE WITH ME, IT TURNS OUT HELL... 

I HATE THEM ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL...

WHAT ABOUT LITTLE MOANA? MOANA LOOKS HAPPY WITHOUT ME... LOOOOOOOL...

WHAT ABOUT LITTLE POCAHANTAS? POCA LOOKS PEACEFUL WITHOUT ME... LOOOOOOOOL...

WHAT ABOUT THE AMERICAN BITCH I HATE? I DO NOT KNOW WHAT SHE HAS BEEN UP TOO...

WHAT ABOUT ME? I LOOK GOOD WITHOUT TALKING WITH EVEN ONE FUCKING HUMAN BEING...

LIFE IS TOO LONG TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE...

I HAVE MY BOOKS WITH ME AND CASUALLY I READ THEM AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE A PART OF ANY STUPID GAME TO GET OVER MY EX. IT NEVER HELPED TO RELEASE MY PAIN... HOWEVER, I WILL FIND A WAY TO MAKE PEACE WITH MY EX... EX IS THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, I KNOW THAT HE ALWAYS CHECKS ME OUT SOMEHOW... HE STILL THINKS THAT I DID NOT CHANGE... HE IS RIGHT... :)

OH, HE IS  SO SAD... I DO NOT KNOW WHY HE IS SO SAD... ALL I KNOW IS HE IS DEPRESSED MUCH... I GUESS HE SUFFERS IN USA A LOT... IF HE RETURNS BACK TO TURKEY, HE SHOULD GET MARRIED WITH ME... I WOULD NEVER SAY NO...

STALKING IN PROGRESS...

POOFFFFFFFFF...